Still Alive

While I am still alive physically, I feel that spiritually I am not doing so well. Set has gone on one of his journeys an hasn’t been back. The other Gods and Goddesses have also wandered off. While I am used to them coming and going in life, I have been not seen or heard from one since I first realized that I was a pagan. This is very scary for me, and I am not sure what to do. Have I angered them in some way? What should I do?